哎...好久没有更新了...不知道还会不会有人来看哈

 

有一年的过去,又有一年多的回忆...

我们慢慢的在长大,这不是好事吗??

我现在,迷路了...不知道该往哪里走...

I'm so tired now...I don't know where to walk, once again like last year...

standing on the edge of the darkness...once again the light has gone out,

真得很累,虽然你们看不出来...不过真的真的很累...睡,睡,睡,只想睡.

让全世界过去.

感觉...我不要...

爱情...想要却得不到...

友情...不知道哪些是真的那些是假的

亲情...乱七八糟的...我...已经无法能坚持了...快不行了...

你们...都往前走...而我...把我自己停留在这时空

想跑回去,往回跑...可是...不行...

想站在原地...最后,也不行...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Friends Forever

 

 

So we talked all night about the rest of our lives

where we’re gonna be when we turn 25

 I keep on thinking times will never change

keep on thinking things will always be the same

but when we leave this year we won’t be coming back

 no more hanging out cause we’re on a different track

 and if you got something that you need to say

 you better say it right now

 cause you don’t have another day

 cause we’re moving on and we can’t slow down

these memories are playing like a without sound

 I keep thinking of that night in June

 didn’t know much of love nut it came too soon

 and there was me and you and when we got real blue

 we’d stay at home talking on the telephone

 we’d get so excited and we’d get so scared

 laughing at ourselves thinking life’s not fair

 

CHORUS

and this is how it feels…

 as we go on, we remember

all the times we, had together

 and as our lives change

 come whatever

 we will still be friends forever

 

  so if we get the big jobs and we make the big money

when we look back at now will our jokes still be funny?

 will we still remember everything we learned in school

 still be trying to break every single rule?

will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?

 will heather find a job that won’t interfere with her tan?

 I keep- I keep thinking that it’s not goodbye

 keep on thinking it’s our time to fly

 

CHORUS

and this is how it feels…

 as we go on, we remember

all the times we, had together

 and as our lives change

 come whatever

 we will still be friends forever

 

will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?

 can we survive it out there

 can we make it somehow?

 I guess I thought this would never end

 and suddenly it’s like we’re women and men

 will the past be a shadow that will follow us around

 will these  memories fade when I leave this town?

 I keep- keep thinking that it’s not goodbye

 keep on thinking it’s our time to fly

 

CHORUS

and this is how it feels…

 as we go on, we remember

all the times we, had together

 and as our lives change

 come whatever

 we will still be friends forever

 

 

CHORUS

 as we go on, we remember

all the times we, had together

 and as our lives change

 come whatever

 we will still be friends forever 

 

CHORUS

 as we go on, we remember

all the times we, had together

 and as our lives change

 come whatever

 we will still be friends forever

 

its a good song...really touching lol gonna miss those good old days...damn...were growing up to fast >.> this sucks balls

刚到几天。。。就又要走了。。。真烦T__T不过去那里看到你们还真的好开心啊，玩得好，吃的爽，笑得开心。不过脑子里有太多的问题想问，却不敢说出来。想在了解一些人，不过了解以后发现他们还有藏东西。人类。。。为什么要这样呢？一直藏东西，用微笑随便的来代替我们真正的感觉。。。
Why
Why do
Why do we
Why do we wait?
Why do we hesitate?
Why do we do we yearn?
Why do we hold on to memories?
Why do we fall for unlikely matches?
Why do we break hearts of the undeserving?
Why do we seek something long forgotten?
Why do we have unwanted flashbacks?
Why do we have lingering thoughts?
Why do we do things we regret?
Why do we fear reaction?
Why do we doubt ourselves?
Why do we set boudaries?
Why do we fear the unfamilliar?
Why do we act so biased and aloof?
Why do we set standards for who we love?
Why do we care what other people think?
Why do we hold on to unlikely dreams?
Why do we hold our feelings in?
Why do we take seperate roads?
Why do we have destinys?
Why do we follow the crowd?
Why do we mask our true identities?
Why do we fear of not being accepted?
Why do we act so unknowing and ignorant?
Why do we always learn things the hard way?
Why do we think we're so damn invincible?
Why do we not grasp the opportunity?
Why do we wait till it's all too late?
Why do we heal as time passes by?
Why do we abort our chances?
Why do we move on?
Why do we wait?
Why do we
Why do
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why

Why deny?

 

你们能不能回答这些呢？

。。。我很无聊吧。。？

我们能不能回到以前？那些快乐的日子

dammit this spring break is not good!!! only 2 more days till its ova and then like 又要去上学啦 and plus 一直下雨啊啊。。。真的好无聊T___T right perry? been hella boring always raining 不过好消息的是只有8 more weeks till 我是10年级的学生咯 sweet!! then i can torture all the lil new freshmen next year 呵呵呵 and yes 我朝既无聊所以我在打chinglish 而且its really fun you should try it :D well im bored soo yeah cyah guys lata

为什么这些事情都改不了呢？？我知道我错了我跟你说对不起我永远知道这一切的都是我错了。。。我为什么改不了呢？？靠！靠！靠！靠！靠！！不知道该怎么做了疯了。。。看起来大家说的都是对的，我是废物，我最白痴，我很呆，我最傻，我最笨了，我是SB！！！好了吗？！？！开心了吗？！？！我在这有意义吗？我能做什么吗？我的世界是一片空白什么都没有。。。为什么这样。。。为什么会这样。。。我看窗外的风景感觉跟我现在的心情一样，天灰灰的冷冷的，我快忍不住了！！！我不行了。。。我不行了。。。我没有你们想象出得那么开心，我不是那个傻傻呆呆的人，你们会不会理解？能不能感受？

 

FUCK CRAZY ASS SHIT this is crazy...I'm falling into this dark abyss...who can save  me...show me the meaning of this frikin life show me what to live for cause I've lost myself in this mess and I can't find the way out I'm trapped like a rat in this maze we call life and I need to find a way out before it's too late I'm sorry mom, I neva meant any of the words I have said and I'm sorry I didn't do this or that I'm sorry for letting you and dad down I'm sorry... 

不知不觉又回到美国了。。。。时间过的好快啊。。。8天耶。。。感觉才1天而已还要等6个月才能回去看看你们了。。。T_____T郁闷了。。。这就是生活了变来变去的

去滑雪的时候好爽耶！！！不过现在我的脖子肩膀好痛！！！好累。。。我们应该每年去一次把？？？对吧？？哦对我要谢谢suzanne,lydia,和ina得礼物！哈哈（我在说项链啦）另外的礼物呢。。。。我就。。。把它烧掉娃哈哈哈然后给我圣诞卡的人我也谢谢！！！我只收到了3个而已-____-||嘿嘿好了就说道这里把~~跟你们说一下圣诞快乐！！！新年快乐！！！大家希望新年会带给你们更多的快乐更多的幸福！！！